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Elegy. 14
Since shee must goe, and I must mourne, come night [137]
Environ mee with darknesse while I write
Shadow that Hell vnto mee w.ch alone
I am to suffer when my Loue is gon.
Alas the darkest Magick cannot doe it
Thou and greate Hell to boote ar shadows to it
Should Cinthia guitt thee, Venus, and each starr
It would not forme one thought darke as mine are
I could lend them obscurenesse now, and say
Out of my selfe there should bee no more day
Such is already my felt want of sight
Did not the fires within mee force a light.
Ô Loue, that fire and darknesse should bee mixt
Or to thy triumphs so strange torments fixt.
I'st because thou thy selfe art blind, that wee
Thy Martyrs must no more each other see?
Or tak'st thou pride to breake vs on the wheele
And view old Chaos in the payne wee feele?
Or haue wee left vndon some mutuall right
Through holy feare that merits thy despight?
No, no, The fault was mine, impute it mee
Or rather to conspiring destiny
Which, since I lou'd for forme before, decreed
That I should suffer when I lou'd indeed.
And therefore now, sooner then I can say
I saw the gold fruite, it is rapd away
Or as I had watch't one drop in a vast streame
And I left wealthy onely in a dreame.

[CW: Yet___]